Monday, February 21, 2011

Have you ever....??

Random thoughts... have u ever ask urself the question "have u ever..??"


Have u ever grew tired of everything?? YES, sometimes all u 1 2 do is kick back n relax, x doing anythin..
have u ever grew bored of life...?? sometimes... yawnss.. zzZZZzz
Have u ever lost someone who meant so dearly to u?? if its some1 that passed, then not yet i guess??
have u ever felt like u were outta breath?? totally, n it scares me so much... ><
Have u ever felt lost before?? that u have x clue watsoever wat to do?? YES, like lost in the middle of no wher...
have u ever felt helpless at times?? that u can't do anything to make things better??? YES n that feeling sux!!
Have u ever kept a secret from someone else?? ur family, frens or love ones?? *nods head* sometimes its better to keep quiet but think of it the other way, these ppl whom u're keeping the secrets from (who means alot to u) it may perhaps hurt them more to hear it from some1 else, especially if its important right?? 
have u ever have a song stuck in ur head, that u cant get rid off?? n it annoys the heck outta u?? YES!!
Have u ever have any regrets in life?? NOPE! positive!
have u ever appreciated anyone in ur life?? EVERYONE of them i guess =))
Have u ever feel FAT before?? ALWAYS lor...><
Have u ever been hurt by others or hurt others?? whether its intentional or not...?? sadly, yes! =((
have u ever felt like running away?? far far away from everything?? yes yes YES!! *take me away, a secret place!!*
Have u ever felt that u were strong, but later realize u're not at all...? YES, im x dat strong after all >.<
have u ever let go of someone or something that means so so much to u??? YES, n sometimes its so painful to let that something/someone go.. boohoo =((
Have u ever dream of the impossible before?? things that definitely wont happen in real life..?? yes, nothing wrong dreaming righte??
have u ever woke up and found urself smiling bcoz of wat u dreamt?? hhhmm, perhaps when i was a kid??
Have u ever cried urself to sleep?? n realize ur teddy is wet?? yes, awww, poor teddy...xD
have u ever wish for a miracle?? i believe in miracles!! *singing ther can b miracles, when u blieve*
Have u ever stop and listen to ur heart?? wat izit trying to say?? Ya, n it sometimes says something totally opposite from wat my mind says @@
have u ever think back of the good old times?? memories!! =D
Have u ever tot of turning back d time n stop at the moment where u were so happy?? freeze the time?? YEA, me want to be "piper" in charmed...LOL
have u ever been hated by others?? im not sure, but then its possible... im so sorry if i've done anythin wrong...
Have u ever felt like doing random stuffs?? Always!! Random is good =))
have u ever go places n see things that triggers ur mind?? Yes, ALWAYS... reminiscent...
Have u ever felt like a princess?? yes!! daddy's lil gurl!! dad i want to b ur princess 4ever!! u're my hero!!
have u ever broke a promise?? hmmm, i kindda did but it wasnt intentional, i totally didt mean it...buuu=(( im so soweee
Have u ever felt/ listen 2 ur heart beating as the moments past?? yes, n it sometimes beats so fast 4 x reason... ><
have u ever been afraid?? of life? of love? YES, lil of everything... its so scary at times =((
Have u ever broke down before?? Yes, few times, n im the type who would keep it all to myself... i dun want ppl to feel my pain, my sadness, n i dun want them to be sad for me too >.<
have u ever felt so close but yet so far?? totally!! its like its so freakin close to u til u can see  it, touch it, feel it, but in actual fact, its just too far, u just CAN'T reach it no matter wert... 
Have u ever lost hope in something?? hmmm... depends on the situation...?
have u ever done the impossible before?? so far, nope.. but but but u'll already said its impossible!! 
Have u ever said "im sorry, i love u, and thank u"..?? like sincerely frm the bottom of ur heart?? Of course!!
have u ever been ignored by some1 because they're mad at u?? YES, being ignored can be a lil hurting, so i guess we shud prob apologize 2 un-mad that person?? but if u've tried ur best, n stil it doenst work, then we cant do anything right?? n that just suck =(( 
Have u ever been afraid of been forgotten by others??  YES but, didt pooh bear ask to promise nvr to forget him, even if its in a thousand years...?? 
have u ever hug ur parents and tel them how much they mean to u?? oh yea baybeh =D
Have y ever love someone with all ur heart?? *nods nods nods*
have u ever done something u kno its right, but somehow inside, its telling u another story?? *nods heavilly*

well, watever it is, life stil goes on right?? Life can be full of ups n downs, sometimes we feel so happy sometimes so miserable so down, n sometimes i even question Him of certain things that do not go my way... but i believe the wise man up ther is very mysterious, He has His ways, He has His reasons for doing certain things, its just that we dont kno for sure wat that reason is, its up to us to find out huh??  it could be really frustrating if u just can't find the reason i kno i kno, but have faith, He knos wat He's doing ;))
people say life is short, u'll never know wats gonna happen next so live life to the fullest, appreciate everything u have as of right now *specially ur family and frens* love them wit all ur heart coz they're precious!, forgive others (u dun wanna simpan dendam n bring it along with u to ur grave hun) n BE HAPPY!!! =))

mama bear's fav quote, "Tomorrow will be a better day" =))
*forgive my cheong hei-ness, i was bored so i started typing... @@

u kno u love me, 
coz I LOVE YOU!!! =))
always n forever, 
xoxo.