Such is Life.

Disappointment. Frustration. Total unfairness.

can lead to doubts, discouragement, and lost of confidence. 

such is LIFE. 

life has once again proof to me right in front of my eyes that it is so so SO not fair. it never was fair was it? whether it is in work, relationship or anything everything to do with life? sigh. but WHY? :''(

I'm trying not to be so negative but sometimes all these things come slamming at you right on the face like BAMM! thats it. there goes your small lil hope that is left in you. darn, life sucks.

and so they say shit happens huh? 

*silent prayer to the wise man up there, give me the strength to go on, I'm trying really hard to be strong here now. I am sure you know right now is the hardest part of my life right now, don't take that lil hope that's still left in me please?? Didn't you say this (below)? 

i put my whole trust in you Jesus. I will hold on. 

I love you, Father, I really do.. AMEN. 

From your beloved daughter, Rachel. ♥:) 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

still do, always will, 

forever n ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥♥

我的爸爸。♥

你们曾经看过爸爸因为我们孩子"gek sim"吗？

今天就是那一天。看到爸爸这样，我好心疼喔。感觉上爸爸好气，好失望，好心痛，可是又做不了什么。我们都那么大了，骂了又怎样？生气又怎样？罚我们又怎样？只能默默的，耐心的，忍。哎，做爸爸真不容易哦。

你知道吗？ 做有女儿的爸爸好不容易喔。因为爸爸最疼最疼的就是他们的宝贝女儿。不要怪他们为了一点点小事紧张的要命。他们之所以会那么的紧张，担心是有原因的。这是因为他们好疼好疼，好爱好爱我们喔。

所以喔，我们身为孩子的，要孝顺爸爸妈妈。一时一时要哄他们开心，表达你对他们的爱，和感恩。

看了这个video,我哭了。

this is how great a love of a parent can be. 
trust me, they love you, so so much, u have no idea. :")

最后最后，我只想说，＂爸爸，我爱你。＂♥ :"))

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always will, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo.  ♥♥

A trip to AEON section 18 Ipoh.

Went bac to epo for the weekend for easter!! Ahhh, finally, back to familiar grounds :)) haven't been back since cny, im so missing this place! Not to forget my bunch of frens over ther :D

Anyways, on saturday went to the most talked about so called NEW jusco aeon in section 18 that was opened just last week in Ipoh. The ppl ther was crazee many, everyside you turn u might just bump into someone. And the restaurants ther, ppl were seriously queing up looong for food!! There were sushi king, sakae sushi, kim gary, tong sifu, old town...etc. Besides, almost all the shops there were giving out discounts bcoz of its new opening. Darn, hands itchy ady, i spotted so many things thats r so tempting to buy!! check out pics peeps:D

this is the best shot of the new AEON >.< 

They had this team park theme where all the deco's are made of bah-looooons! 

Left: Balooooon Clown               Right: Da ben xiang!!! xD

awwww, BEARS!!! my love~♥

sushi king for dinner :D 20% discount for new opening

sisters while waiting for the foooooood :D 

Overall, place was way bigger than the jusco in Ipoh Garden, like Duh! and like finally..! there is another big shopping mall that emerged after decades of having only Jusco and Ipoh Parade. Find a weekend and check that place out peeeeeps, I would think its big enough to occupy a whole day there. at least, a change of environment and place to chill out during the weekends :)) 

Such a fun trip, and I should say worthwhile trip. I had my hair cut, I bought new shoes, clothes, and lotsa books. oh boy, spending like nobody's biz, time to save save and save all over again! xD

sisters signing off!♥ n oh Happy Easter peeps :) 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always will, 

now and forever, 

xoxo.♥♥

我的偶像。♥

这么多年了，我都只有一个偶像。他就是林俊杰。他不但会唱歌，跳舞，而我最欣赏他的就是能够写出非常动人的歌，的音乐。

还记得上一年当我失恋的时候，刚好他出了他的新专辑＂她说＂。 那首歌＂记得＂深深的感动了我的心。感觉到JJ 几乎知道我的难过，我的痛，而我不是一个人的。谢谢咯JJ。

爱情到底是什么，为何那么的复杂呢？ 

为什么当我们在恋爱时，会感觉那么的幸福快乐，可是当我们分手时，会那么的痛。

谁还记得是谁先说，永远的爱我？

过了太久真的没人会记得当初那些温柔吗？难道我们其宗会走到分岔路的路口吗？

明明心中是清楚的，有一天，有那么一天一切会停的。可是为什么我们硬硬要冒险这个梦呢？ 值得吗？

让时间说真话，也许你我都不懂，我们会不会有以后。

如果我，Love u u，那你，会永远stay with me 吗？

总是觉得爱情，还是学不会。

U kno u love me,

Coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always will,

Forever n ever,

Xoxo. ♥♥