I'm Coming HOME!! ♥♥

Going back to Ipoh later with sis and dad! YAY, finally get to see mama bear after 2 whole weeks! xD

nothing beats a place like home plus mama bear's home cook food! ♥♥

Cheers peopos! have a fantabulous weekend! hugs n kisses! =D

U kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always & forever
xoxo. ♥♥

weekend with papa bear ♥

Weekend with papa bear! Total awesomeness!! ♥♥

we went for a movie (Wu Xia) together *dad never go to movies*
we ate yummylicious roti canai for breakkie  together *i haven had roti canai for years!*
we went jogging together at DPC *it feels good to exercise!* =D
we ate durian together *sluuurrrrrp*
we went to pasar malam together *jalan2, dad even help me pick clothes! haaha*
we went shopping for groceries together *yogurt, bread, fruits, milk, eggies...etc*
we made fruit juice & yogurt to drink, yum! *thirst quenching*

and lastly,
me cooked for papa bear! my famous fried rice! HAHA xD

fried rice with dad's miso! =D 

there goes another weekend! looking forward to next weekend, i wanna go back epo see mama bear, missing her so so so SO much! *mmmmuuaaaahhh* ♥

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

boring me =((

have u ever feel tired, as in real tired, until you don't feel like doing anything at all? i dunno whether its tired or bored or moody or restless or watever you name it. i'm so feeling it right now. gawd, i so hate this feeling. i'm feeling so tired, plus the fact that my life is so boring kills me. I don't have many friends in KL, as a matter of fact, KL or no KL, I don't have many friends. I mean don't include the hi hi bye bye friends larh. pathetic right? ya i know. all the more making me feel worst. Don't get the wrong idea, it's not that i don't have friends at all, it's just that many of them are not around me, after graduating from UTAR, we all parted and went our own ways, and many of them stayed back and work at their hometown espcially my close girlfrenz and not to forget my housemates, right now, all separated oso. my secondary frens? got, all in epoh. GREAT. aarrggghh, how isit possible that someone can be so boring??! Aren't I suppose to be enjoying my life right now? i tot this was the peak where i get to do whatever i want? but no friends, wat's the point?

you know sometimes, i can get really emotional, u may not see that part of me, or should i say u will never get to see that part of me, cause on the outside, i looked okay, i looked happy with a BIG smile plastered on my face. I tell myself i am strong, or rather pretending that i'm strong even to myself. Does that make me a good actor?

Sometimes, i just need someone to look me in the eyes, knowing exactly how i feel, gimme a big hug and tell me it's alright to be not okay, it's alright to let it all out, it's alright to let go, to break down. Again, don't get the wrong idea, not that i don't have anyone that cares about me)

I feel like a candle, it's lit up. but it feels as though it's slowly fading away. Am I gonna stay till the candle finish lighting or am i gonna suddenly just go off...??

u kno u love me,
coz i rely relly do,
always and forever,
xoxo.

hapi weekend!

Heeeeey! It's me...!

 boo boo BOO!!

just wanna wish everyone a HAPPY WEEKEND!! =D for those who r working, enjoy ur weekend to the max, n for those who r not YET, enjoy ur freedom to the max ya! LOTSA LOVE!

*p/s: missing mama bear* ♥

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

always n forever, 

xoxo.  ♥♥

me luff eu! ♥♥

a lil something inspiring to start off my day! =))

If nobody told you that they love you today, I do. Whoever you are reading this, I do. I love you. You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this fo...r you.

I want you to know, life…it’s hard. Every day can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To put on that smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the tough times, you are amazing. You really are.

I know that the weather might not be perfect. You might have to turn your back to the wind or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun’s warm rays on your face. Or that cold February wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means? You are alive. Everything will be okay.

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

hair cut =))

BOO peepos...!! went for a hair cut today with dearie babe sis =))

 me n my chubby face ><

 do we look CUTE?? hehe :p

it's sunday today yo! which means tomoro is monday, back to work! awww... xD have a great weekend peepos & u too bear! =)) 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

always n forever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

a trip to KLCC Aquaria ♥

went to KLCC Aquaria last Sunday with the church youth group. Check out the pics! 

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 10. Piranas

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14. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! SHARK!

awesome trip! neva knew it can be so tiring just watching fishes! haha =D

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

always n forever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

flashbacks. memories. life.

Flashbacks.... that's what i've been having these few days.. memories, it's been coming back over n over again, repeating itself in my own mind, sometimes i realize im in the world of my own, deep in thoughts, having flashbacks of life, of the past, of everything that has happen that made me who i am today. the joy, the laughter, the ups n downs i went thru, the many people i met along the way, and wow, did i go thru a lot, n YET, i know i have much more to go. =)) oh n not to forget the pain n the tears i've gone thru, everysingle tear shed has made me much more stronger than before, n i don't blame or question the wise man up ther for the bad/unhappy things that has happen to me, these things happen because He knew i could go thru this, coz it hurts Him as much to see us, u and me, sad or unhappy.

There was one point wher i got back to the time i had my accident, i stil rember it was on 26th of FEB, boy that was scary, i can imagine myself back in that scene, standing there shock to the max, stunned, unable to talk, think or even move, n the tears, it just came, i have no idea why, it just started to flow non-stop. i was so helpless, i didt kno what to do, my hands were shaking, i was so afraid n screwed, seeing the condition of my car. plus, i was with another girlfren, n i was so scared for her, asking her whether she was okay, because her side had a greateer impact than mine. gawd, u have no idea how fast my heart was beating that time. anyways, on the bright side, my 3 heros came! thanks guys for the help, just u guys being ther is more than i can ask for. =)) and and *wait for it wait for it!! JENG JENG* then my super duper hero came! which would of course be my one n only dad! i tink he speeded over like an F1 driver, woohoo, thanks dad n mum for coming to my rescue! =D

Anyways, back to the present, *come back come back*.. enuf of the flashbacks, time to get back to work..

oh before that, would like to give a big shoutout to all my EX-uni frenz out ther, all the best in job hunting, and for those who aldy have a job, all the best and see you guys on 911! =D 

miss you guys so so much, xoxo.  ♥♥

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo.  ♥♥

GLEE- pretending.

will we ever...... stop pretending...??

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo.

Thought of the day

Thought of the day:

it's funny how this FEAR can be so powerful as to STOP us from doing something huh?

get rid of the fear, n go for it! whatever you wanna do!

ya right, easilly said than done. boohoo.

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo.