Togetherness. ♥

Have you ever had a feeling of togetherness before? What does togetherness mean to you? How do YOU define your version of togetherness?

During my entire 4 years stay in UTAR, i got to experience many "togetherness" moments. Imagine, I was all alone at the beginning, I didn't know anyone when I step foot into UTAR! and after 4 years when all of us graduated, we came out hand in hand, ready to charge the working world out there together.

One of the best moments of togetherness was of course with my housemates. They're a crazee gang, trust me when I say that. well, can't blame them, since they have me! haha :p we do things together (literally crazy things), we go for random trips (e.g movie! ipoh, KL...), we go for prom nights (make up n dress up feeling like a total princess!), we drive around randomly (have no idea where we were goin @@), we go pasar malam (coming back all stingy smelly, eww!), we cook our "self-created" meals (oh boy, it amazing how humans can even create such dish! haha) , we go out for steamboats (and talk about stupid stuffs til we really ROFL), we go CC (play SDO?), we go supper (mamak!), we curse ppl who cook at night specially when exam is around the corner (haha!), we study at our house hall (and start munching all the snacks on the table, or rather fall asleep on the bed or sofa), we go badminton (laughing at each other's skills),we ejek each other's so called "bff's" (with open n close inverted comma mind you :p) we go watch movies (n check out hot guys, on screen lol, taylor lautner!), we have house cleaning (arguing with each other who sweep and who mop), we msn each other even when we are under the same roof, or even right next to each other (bursting out laughing like crazee peepos), commenting on stupid stuffs, playing computer games, celebrating each other's birthdays (giving each other surprises).... and the list goes on n on... 

Beyond the happy moments, of course we had our down moments. but when u have each other, we tend to have an extra shoulder to learn on, an extra listening ears, as well as those comforting words and advises. Just   us being there for each other during these moments is more than anyone of us can ask for. 

For me, Togetherness ♥ is where you and me, him and her all come together, whether it is to do something together, to go somewhere together, or just merely meeting up, being at the same place at the same time, feeling each others presence, creating memories, and of course, having the time of our lifes! 

*specially dedicated to UTAR PR Campaign Group 1- "Togethernesss"

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always will, 

forever n ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥♥

Lost.

People say, when u fall, u get back up. but sometimes, it not that easy. at all.

I need to be strong, bear! :'')) 

u kno u love me, 
coz i relly relly do, 
stil do, always will, 
forever and ever, 
xoxo.

Let it go.

People can be strong on the outside, but inside, they're as fragile as ever.

Humans, we tend to hide our feelings. Put on a mask. Be a great actor. Acting like everything is okay, when truth is, it is so NOT okay. We even fool ourselves, telling ourselves "i'll be fine" , "i'm strong", "i can do this". And ending up keeping everything inside, waiting for the day it'll explode, it'll all come out, like a volcano erupting. But u'll b surprise how some ppl can keep inside for so long, bottling all up, trying to look strong on the outside, but when u touch that particular sensitive part of them inside, they break.

Sometimes... we cry. we break down. we reveal the weakest part of us. and it's okay. Because that's what makes us stronger. than ever before. 

NOTE TO SELF::

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always wil, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo.