Happy Birthday Mama Bear

Happy Mappy Birthday Mama Bear! :)

thank you for your unconditional love for me.
thank you for your constant guidance and support for me.
thank you for your care and protection all these while.
thank you for your prayers for me.
thank you for being my one in a million mama bear.

I love you, mama bear.

my happy ohana of bears 

I wish you, JESUS.

you know you love me,
coz i relly relly do,
stil do, always will,
forever and ever,
xoxo. ♥♥

i wanna get into the arts!

gaaah, like what the topic says, i really really really really really wanna get into the arts. teach me tell me how? i really wanna learn stuffs relating to drawing arts, graphics, illustrator, photoshop, animation, etc etc... but how? i don't even have the basic knowledge about this. and thus i would have to study to learn all these and at least get a degree in this line? and degree requires at least 3 years! am i too old for it? plus plus plus learning the arts is not cheap. but i was thinking, if you love doing what you do, the money doesn't matter rite? yaya, i'm just convincing myself. meh~ what should i do? 

anyways, here's my recent drawings. i'm so in love with FROZEN! and so obsessed with their songs! specially the "do you wanna build a snowman"! <3 nbsp="" p="">

drawings for valentines! used graffiti fonts for the wordings :) 

presenting one of my proudest piece! top: what i drew bottom: what my friend Yosh coloured using photoshop. 

amazing what ppl can do with technology nowadays huh? dayum! i seriously gotta learn that out!



u kno u love me 
coz i relly relly do, 
still do always will,
forever and ever, 
xoxo ♥♥

보고싶어 ~

보고시포  pogoshipo~

thank you thank you thank you. for all the moments we had together, the memories we created, the ups and downs we went through, the happy and sad moments together, and the many efforts u took to do things for me, just to plaster a smile on my face and make me happy. It doesn't matter if we're not together for valentines, but everyday, every single moment with you is a valentines day for me. and just having you is more than i can ask for. I'm forever grateful. Heres to another year of us, to our always, to our forever. :) i love you. 

"Thanking God that He gave you to me, you are all I prayed for and I love you deeply." - 1 Corinthians

u know you love me, 

coz i really really do, 

stil do, always will, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

Sometimes, u just gotta learn how to let go. :)

I can totally relate to this. 

If its yours, its yours. If its not, its just not yours. 

U kno u love me, 

Coz i relly relly do, 

Stil do, Always wil, 

Forever n ever, 

Xoxo. 

Currently tuned into: Sara Bareilles - Gravity.

Guys u gotta check this song out! :) 

Her voice is so soothing. :) 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

still do, always will, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

Friendship?

whatever happen to this thing called friendship? to this thing they always say, "friends are friends forever"? sometimes i wonder.

have you ever been let down, betrayed, totally ignored by ur friends before? whether is that tiny little mistake you made or maybe not even your mistake/problem? ever been filled with disappointment, frustration, anger, sadness with this thing called "friends"?

you see, i've had quite a few experiences like that before, whether its in a "cool, lets just forget what happened" and we made up in the end situation or its in an "awkward" situation, or maybe in a "we're never gonna talk let alone look at you" situation...?? gawd this is frustrating.

I'm just gonna rant out over here maybe just a lil coz i just gotta get this off my chest. Thinking back at my life and this friends thingy that i have been through, so many had happened. and sometimes this can be real tiring. the frustration, the disappointment, that "feeling"... i dunno how exactly to put that in words... but yah, shit happens, sometimes you may think that they're your bestest friends in the whole wide world, but in the end they turn their backs on you and act like total strangers. sucks i know, specially when it happens with your close friends. As much as your insides are fighting and refusing to admit that this is bugging you, its the total opposite. I'm saying i don't care, it doesn't matter but the truth is, its bugging the hell outta me.

but why? its like the person that you're close to, the only person that you never expect them to do this just did it right at your face. like BAM! reality strikes. damn it.  you're down on the ground. suck it up gurl, that life. however loud your insides are screaming lifes unfair, life still goes on. they live on with or without you, and so do you. :((

but why...?

we gain friends, we lose friends along the journey of life, and it just happens.even if we made up and become friends again, that feeling... it'll never be the same again. :/

we begin as strangers, and here we are, strangers yet again.  (just like in a relationship.)

dear teddy bear, will you be my best friend? 

*currenly tuned into: "taller, stronger, and better" by guy sebastian. 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

still do, always will, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

missing that special someone.

its as the title says. 

i miss you! 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always wil, 

forever & ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥