보고싶어 ~

보고시포  pogoshipo~

thank you thank you thank you. for all the moments we had together, the memories we created, the ups and downs we went through, the happy and sad moments together, and the many efforts u took to do things for me, just to plaster a smile on my face and make me happy. It doesn't matter if we're not together for valentines, but everyday, every single moment with you is a valentines day for me. and just having you is more than i can ask for. I'm forever grateful. Heres to another year of us, to our always, to our forever. :) i love you. 

"Thanking God that He gave you to me, you are all I prayed for and I love you deeply." - 1 Corinthians

u know you love me, 

coz i really really do, 

stil do, always will, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

Sometimes, u just gotta learn how to let go. :)

I can totally relate to this. 

If its yours, its yours. If its not, its just not yours. 

U kno u love me, 

Coz i relly relly do, 

Stil do, Always wil, 

Forever n ever, 

Xoxo. 

Currently tuned into: Sara Bareilles - Gravity.

Guys u gotta check this song out! :) 

Her voice is so soothing. :) 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

still do, always will, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

Friendship?

whatever happen to this thing called friendship? to this thing they always say, "friends are friends forever"? sometimes i wonder.

have you ever been let down, betrayed, totally ignored by ur friends before? whether is that tiny little mistake you made or maybe not even your mistake/problem? ever been filled with disappointment, frustration, anger, sadness with this thing called "friends"?

you see, i've had quite a few experiences like that before, whether its in a "cool, lets just forget what happened" and we made up in the end situation or its in an "awkward" situation, or maybe in a "we're never gonna talk let alone look at you" situation...?? gawd this is frustrating.

I'm just gonna rant out over here maybe just a lil coz i just gotta get this off my chest. Thinking back at my life and this friends thingy that i have been through, so many had happened. and sometimes this can be real tiring. the frustration, the disappointment, that "feeling"... i dunno how exactly to put that in words... but yah, shit happens, sometimes you may think that they're your bestest friends in the whole wide world, but in the end they turn their backs on you and act like total strangers. sucks i know, specially when it happens with your close friends. As much as your insides are fighting and refusing to admit that this is bugging you, its the total opposite. I'm saying i don't care, it doesn't matter but the truth is, its bugging the hell outta me.

but why? its like the person that you're close to, the only person that you never expect them to do this just did it right at your face. like BAM! reality strikes. damn it.  you're down on the ground. suck it up gurl, that life. however loud your insides are screaming lifes unfair, life still goes on. they live on with or without you, and so do you. :((

but why...?

we gain friends, we lose friends along the journey of life, and it just happens.even if we made up and become friends again, that feeling... it'll never be the same again. :/

we begin as strangers, and here we are, strangers yet again.  (just like in a relationship.)

dear teddy bear, will you be my best friend? 

*currenly tuned into: "taller, stronger, and better" by guy sebastian. 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

still do, always will, 

forever and ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

missing that special someone.

its as the title says. 

i miss you! 

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always wil, 

forever & ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

Pangkor trip with besties ♥

During this raya holidays, the awesome me went for an awesome trip to PANKOR with my ex housemates, C311 folks. It's been a while since all of us got together, so i'm excited! xD minus the packed packed island full of humans! took us quite a while to just get a taxi to our hotel. What more rent a car there, and to wait for food specially during dinner time! believe or not we waited 2 hours for our dinner the first day we went there. what's worst, the food sucks! uurrgghh, too many ppl they simply cook maybe? :/ anyways, no complains, other than that enjoy the blue blue sky and beach, the relaxing environment, the company of besties and the oh boy scary banana boat ride! check out the pictures! 

 C311 rocks!

 Blue blue sky and beach!

me and my gurl:) 

coz we're cute like that. Just like kids :p

ever heard of this thing called the "mermaid's tears" that glows in the sea at night? go google it, really awesome thing. best part is, we found it!!!! 

Besties forever :)

Enjoyed each other's company to the max! I guess there was a reason why after all that we went thru, the shitty/happy moments, the ups n downs, n despite our many differences, we manage to still stick together, n find the time to go for trips together, spending time together, creating more memories n building this ship called friend. XD Thanks guys for coloring up my life! Love u guys to bits n pieces!

 

Till then, ciaoz! 

rach babe out! ♥

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always wil, 

forever & ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥

HardRock session :)

First time being to HardRock, KL for dinner yesterday night! the best part is, BOSS belanja! He invited all our DRAGON team members (my company has this social events, and we were divided into groups and we were to stick together for the entire year throughout the challenges and events.)

so off we go after work, berjalan kaki! fyi its near my offis. :D

anyways, foods' so pricey you can't imagine! But you really do pay for what you eat, coz the food is good! Portion is big too. We had, steak, beef burger, chicken, lamb, nachoes, onion rings, n desserts oh boy for the love of sweeet stuffs! Heavenly!

 From left: my beef burger (omg i hav never eaten so much beef in my life!) and on the right, the crowd 

clockwise from top left: Mushrooom beef burger, their famous beef burger (beef was good but a lil too much for me) a lil bit of everything dish? (i have no idea whats that called), nachoes (not bottomless though), steak (the most expensive dish we ordered), half the chicken with fries (which is unfinish-able by one person).

 The heavenly brownie cake with vanilla ice cream!  

 

 Group photo!

Boss seeing us take pic, jokingly said, "Why am i not in the picture??" xD 

  he cam-whored! omg he's the coolest boss ever! 

 

 Thanks boss for everything! you me idol!

u kno u love me, 

coz i relly relly do, 

stil do, always wil, 

forever & ever, 

xoxo. ♥♥