For a moment...

for a moment i was stunned

for a moment my heart stop beating

for a moment i realize i held my breath

for a moment i was afraid (of what i dunno) 

for a moment my mind went totally blank

for a moment i did't know how to react

for a moment i tot i did't care any more, but truth is i still do

for a moment my mind were full of thoughts of u

for a moment i was happy

for a moment i wanted to call your name

for a moment i tot we were back to the good old times

for a moment i really wanted to talk to u 

for a moment i tot i was okay, but truth is i wasn't at all 

i'm guilty!! 

i'm so sorry bear...
all i really wanted was to be your fren again...., impossible it may be... T-T
lets just let time tell kay?? *forces a smile* =)) 

u kno u love me, 
always n forever mever
xoxo. ♥♥♥♥

Have you ever....??

Random thoughts... have u ever ask urself the question "have u ever..??"

Have u ever grew tired of everything?? YES, sometimes all u 1 2 do is kick back n relax, x doing anythin..

have u ever grew bored of life...?? sometimes... yawnss.. zzZZZzz

Have u ever lost someone who meant so dearly to u?? if its some1 that passed, then not yet i guess??

have u ever felt like u were outta breath?? totally, n it scares me so much... ><

Have u ever felt lost before?? that u have x clue watsoever wat to do?? YES, like lost in the middle of no wher...

have u ever felt helpless at times?? that u can't do anything to make things better??? YES n that feeling sux!!

Have u ever kept a secret from someone else?? ur family, frens or love ones?? *nods head* sometimes its better to keep quiet but think of it the other way, these ppl whom u're keeping the secrets from (who means alot to u) it may perhaps hurt them more to hear it from some1 else, especially if its important right?? 

have u ever have a song stuck in ur head, that u cant get rid off?? n it annoys the heck outta u?? YES!!

Have u ever have any regrets in life?? NOPE! positive!

have u ever appreciated anyone in ur life?? EVERYONE of them i guess =))

Have u ever feel FAT before?? ALWAYS lor...><

Have u ever been hurt by others or hurt others?? whether its intentional or not...?? sadly, yes! =((

have u ever felt like running away?? far far away from everything?? yes yes YES!! *take me away, a secret place!!*

Have u ever felt that u were strong, but later realize u're not at all...? YES, im x dat strong after all >.<

have u ever let go of someone or something that means so so much to u??? YES, n sometimes its so painful to let that something/someone go.. boohoo =((

Have u ever dream of the impossible before?? things that definitely wont happen in real life..?? yes, nothing wrong dreaming righte??

have u ever woke up and found urself smiling bcoz of wat u dreamt?? hhhmm, perhaps when i was a kid??

Have u ever cried urself to sleep?? n realize ur teddy is wet?? yes, awww, poor teddy...xD

have u ever wish for a miracle?? i believe in miracles!! *singing ther can b miracles, when u blieve*

Have u ever stop and listen to ur heart?? wat izit trying to say?? Ya, n it sometimes says something totally opposite from wat my mind says @@

have u ever think back of the good old times?? memories!! =D

Have u ever tot of turning back d time n stop at the moment where u were so happy?? freeze the time?? YEA, me want to be "piper" in charmed...LOL

have u ever been hated by others?? im not sure, but then its possible... im so sorry if i've done anythin wrong...

Have u ever felt like doing random stuffs?? Always!! Random is good =))

have u ever go places n see things that triggers ur mind?? Yes, ALWAYS... reminiscent...

Have u ever felt like a princess?? yes!! daddy's lil gurl!! dad i want to b ur princess 4ever!! u're my hero!!

have u ever broke a promise?? hmmm, i kindda did but it wasnt intentional, i totally didt mean it...buuu=(( im so soweee

Have u ever felt/ listen 2 ur heart beating as the moments past?? yes, n it sometimes beats so fast 4 x reason... ><

have u ever been afraid?? of life? of love? YES, lil of everything... its so scary at times =((

Have u ever broke down before?? Yes, few times, n im the type who would keep it all to myself... i dun want ppl to feel my pain, my sadness, n i dun want them to be sad for me too >.<

have u ever felt so close but yet so far?? totally!! its like its so freakin close to u til u can see  it, touch it, feel it, but in actual fact, its just too far, u just CAN'T reach it no matter wert... 

Have u ever lost hope in something?? hmmm... depends on the situation...?

have u ever done the impossible before?? so far, nope.. but but but u'll already said its impossible!! 

Have u ever said "im sorry, i love u, and thank u"..?? like sincerely frm the bottom of ur heart?? Of course!!

have u ever been ignored by some1 because they're mad at u?? YES, being ignored can be a lil hurting, so i guess we shud prob apologize 2 un-mad that person?? but if u've tried ur best, n stil it doenst work, then we cant do anything right?? n that just suck =(( 
Have u ever been afraid of been forgotten by others??  YES but, didt pooh bear ask to promise nvr to forget him, even if its in a thousand years...?? 
have u ever hug ur parents and tel them how much they mean to u?? oh yea baybeh =D

Have y ever love someone with all ur heart?? *nods nods nods*

have u ever done something u kno its right, but somehow inside, its telling u another story?? *nods heavilly*

well, watever it is, life stil goes on right?? Life can be full of ups n downs, sometimes we feel so happy sometimes so miserable so down, n sometimes i even question Him of certain things that do not go my way... but i believe the wise man up ther is very mysterious, He has His ways, He has His reasons for doing certain things, its just that we dont kno for sure wat that reason is, its up to us to find out huh??  it could be really frustrating if u just can't find the reason i kno i kno, but have faith, He knos wat He's doing ;))

people say life is short, u'll never know wats gonna happen next so live life to the fullest, appreciate everything u have as of right now *specially ur family and frens* love them wit all ur heart coz they're precious!, forgive others (u dun wanna simpan dendam n bring it along with u to ur grave hun) n BE HAPPY!!! =))

mama bear's fav quote, "Tomorrow will be a better day" =))

*forgive my cheong hei-ness, i was bored so i started typing... @@

u kno u love me, 

coz ♥I LOVE YOU♥!!! =))

always n forever, 

xoxo. ♥♥♥

keep forgetting to forget about u..?? ♥

This song was draining in my head the whole time @@ 

u kno u love me, 

always and forever,

xoxo.♥♥♥

CG midterm =))

First midterm of the semester----> CORPORATE GOVERNANCE!!! xD 

yawwnnzzz.... BORinG im YawNinG... zzzZZZzzz 

let's just study together kay bear?? *hugs* =D

wish me luck peepos, n me wish u guys all the best too!! =))

u kno u love me, 
always and forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

the month of love ♥♥

♥♥♥ HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!♥♥♥

  i shall use my BEAR-ies to express my love to u guys!!! =)) 

*hugsy mugsy* 

 i love u this much *tries to show with her hands but realize it wasn't enuf to cover how much she loves him* lol

 shall i giv my heart to u?? 

I Love you.

to whoever is reading this blog, 

u are amazing just the way u are, so continue being the way u are, coz that way, u shine, n become the most beautiful among the others!! n bcoz u're amazing, people wil start to see u to kno u to love u more n more =)) 

to my bear family: papa bear, mama bear, sis bear, LOVE u guys so much!! n thanks for the constant hugs n kisses!! u guys r the BEST!! =))

to those who mean ALOT to me, my housemates, my group of frenz (u kno who u are), me love u guys loads n loads n loads, n hope all of u guys find ur own prince or princesses!!

hav a great day with your love one's, ♥I LUFF EU ♥!! *hugs tight tight, mmmuuuaahh* =D

=)) ♥

u kno u love me, 
always n forever, 
xoxo. ♥♥

GRENADE (Boyce Avenue acoustic cover)

coz darling 

will u catch a grenade for me??

throw ur hand on the blade for me??

jump in front of the train for me?

do anything for me?

wil u go thru all this pain??

take a bullet straight thru ur brain?

would u die for me baby??

n would i do the same?? 

(lame me, nothing better to do @@)

i didt i didt!! LOL 

u kno u love me, 
always n forever, 
xoxo.  ♥ ♥

CNY in KL ♥

this was taken by my uncle in Penang, the professional cameraman! =))

 us =))

me =D

well, lets see what happened during my kl Trip... =))

FRIDAY: dinner in relatives house

sis n me 

 after dinner, time for a lil gambling!! xD 

 then celebrate my gramma's bday!! =)) 

 all of us!! =)) 

cucu cicits 

SATURDAY: lunch in another relatives house

 me n my dearie sis =)) 

 check out the neighbour's dog, CUTE!! 

 me n sis again >.<

♥ ♥♥♥ ♥

Later that night, went for dinner at fren's house... 

specially cooked by aunty Joan =D

us with diana =))

SUNDAY: mass in Kepong church, Jesus Caritas 

 a lil lion dance after that.. 

 wuuuu, it's not that scary after all =)) in fact, i tink its so cute when it blinks its eyes!! 

 ther we go again =)) with a slightly similar shirt =D 

 XOXO 

well, ther goes my CNY =)) Gong Xi Fa Cai peepos!! =))

u kno u love me, 
always n forever,
xoxo.♥ ♥ ♥