♥...jOuRn3y oF My Lif3...♥

Lost.

2012-02-15T08:39:00.000+08:00

People say, when u fall, u get back up. but sometimes, it not that easy. at all.

I need to be strong, bear! :''))

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
stil do, always will,
forever and ever,
xoxo.

Let it go.

2012-02-07T11:55:00.000+08:00

People can be strong on the outside, but inside, they're as fragile as ever.

Humans, we tend to hide our feelings. Put on a mask. Be a great actor. Acting like everything is okay, when truth is, it is so NOT okay. We even fool ourselves, telling ourselves "i'll be fine" , "i'm strong", "i can do this". And ending up keeping everything inside, waiting for the day it'll explode, it'll all come out, like a volcano erupting. But u'll b surprise how some ppl can keep inside for so long, bottling all up, trying to look strong on the outside, but when u touch that particular sensitive part of them inside, they break.

Sometimes... we cry. we break down. we reveal the weakest part of us. and it's okay. Because that's what makes us stronger. than ever before.

NOTE TO SELF::

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

stil do, always wil,

forever and ever,

xoxo.

this one's for you. :)

2012-01-09T15:06:00.000+08:00

hey you, yes you, this post is specially for you dear :))

u kno, whenever i'm down, mad, disappointed, beaten down, angry, lost, and having the sucky feeling of being so weak, useless, good for nothing, negative feelings, in the verge of giving up, n losing that small lil hope that is left of me, I'll always rember what my mama bear said to me.

"However sucky or bad or disastrous your day has been, be STRONG, have a lil FAITH, for TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY, trust me. It gets better." - Mama Bear, 2012.

i promise.

U kno u love me,
Coz i relly relly do,
stil do, always will,
forever n ever,
xoxo. ♥♥

Goodbye 2011.

2011-12-31T19:30:00.000+08:00

Its the last day of the year:) any surprises? :D its been a great year. No doubt. A year full of surprises. Coolness. Awesomeness. Ups n downs. Challenges. Happiness.

2011. The year that started so badly because of a broken heart. So fragile we can be when our heart breaks:') The year i survived my break up. Not easy but Hey at least im much more stronger than before!:) The year i got my first ever dslr! The year i went phototaking n visiting wit ting n ern in kellie's castle, n wit pohteng to teluk intan.
The year i graduated. The year i experience one of the proudest moment of my life! ;D The year i went bac wit ting to kp for phototaking session ryte b4 our graduation day. The year i left the good old kampar, my independent life. The year i had my last exam for the year, or rather, ever. :))The year me ting n ern went travel around the country, epo-> penang-> taiping. Total awesomeness! XD The year me n hsmates went 2 bkt merah together n ended up staying in taiping so randomly! The year my family of bears moved to kl. The year i got my first ever job! Not easy huh the real working world out there, its scary man! The year i met biao gor, an awesome boss n fren. The year my supervisor left so immediately because of sum arguement and had me dumped wit all the half done work. Boohoo:(( The year i broke down in dpc park while joging because i felt so lost, so confused about life. The year i befriended a philipino, kyla, who was a great company, my drama partner. High 5 gal! The year i first screwed up n got it from the directors. T-T cried so much in office! The year i broke down because i was lost in directions, whether is in r'ship or in work. The year i went for my first ever camp outdoor, wit no toilet! The year i went sic rym camp, wher i met so many new awesome friends! The year i got close to ronni dear. The year i had so much fun yum cha wit my animal frens, ngao2 n dabenxiang. The year i went clubbing for the very first time. The year i learned how to drink xD The year i got my first ever smartphone! Yay:] The year we once again went genting with our family friend, the teoh's, too bad the choong's cant join us.

Reminiscing back to the good old times, the many bumps i bumped into, the amt of tears i dropped, the many challenges that came knocking at my door, not to forget the many awesome moments i had together with my beloved family of bears n friends! Im forever thankful. Just them being part of my life, whether it's just passing by at the cross roads or staying for a while, its more than i can ask for. Thank u thank u thank u, 2011. For the precious memories that has been created for this entire year. Priceless! It shall forever be kept n treasured in my dear heart.<3

Its been another awesome year.
Goodbye 2011.
U'll be greatly missed:'')

U kno u love me,
Coz i relly relly do,
Still do, always will,
Forever n ever,
Xoxo.

Island of Feelings ♥

2011-12-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived;

Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others....including Love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the

island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean.

So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.

Love was the only one that stayed.

She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under,

Love decided it was time to leave.

She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.

Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"

Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.

Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."

I can't help you", Vanity said,

"You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.

Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."

Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out,

"Happiness, please take me with you."

But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say,

"Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder.

Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.

Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"

"It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,

"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

-Best Quotes, 2011-

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

stil do, always will,

forever and ever,

xoxo. ♥♥

8 days to christmas

2011-12-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

8 more days to christmas!

*mmmuuaaahh* Spread the love people!

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

stil do, always will

forever n ever,

xoxo.

my family of bears ♥

2011-12-15T12:01:00.002+08:00

INTRODUCING..... *drum rolls*

♥ My family of BEARS ♥

oohhh, just looooovvveee mah familie :D

okok, this was suppose to be an old post, since 2 weeks back when we were back in epo for the weekend :))

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

still do, always will,

forever n ever,

xoxo. ♥♥

Camping Trip @ Templer's Park, Rawang.

2011-12-13T17:17:00.001+08:00

went for a camping trip in Templer's Park organised by the SIC youth group last week on Sat n Sun. i didn't want to go at first, since I had a late night on Friday, got a lil drunk. :D anyways, dragged myself up that Saturday morning around 7, packed my clothes there n then, bath n washed my hair, grap a few more things, and off i go for camping! met up in church and took a bus ther. Reached our destination and started hiking up the hill. Took around 45 min to hike to our camp side. And as lucky as I was, the bloodsucker got me! leech went up my leg and was in the verge of sucking my blood when i found out and got it outta my skin just in time! fuhhhh, that was close!! XD

NEways, reached camp side, jump into the waterfall! weeeee, coooling :D had a few games, ate instant noodles cooked by uncle francis haha and sang around the camp fire. ohhhh, it was just sooo awesome! not to forget the mafia (or shud i say werewolf?) we played, coolnesss killing ppl in the dark! :D

Okay okay, enuf of the stories, pictures, pictures!

there were approx 17 of us ther. just the right size for a camping trip :)

camping ground

the pretty ladies :))

the freeezing waterfall

during one of the games session - convey mes using certain codes

another one of the games we had, we were to transfer the clothes among our team members

rejoicing in the Lord :))

dancing n singing around the campfire

food we had during the camp, with the eggs, honey, sausages and bread

group photo <3

on the way down hill, i guess i got lucky again, the bloodsucker really got me this time... sucked my blood all the way down hill and left a mark on my leg... ewww right i kno, they could have had at least edward to do it...hahaa, kidding la not a big fan of edward oso, im team JACOB!! :D anyways, was an awesome trip with awesome people yet again. enjoyed my weekend to the fullest!

kays, gotta go, have a great evening peeps, God bless us all :)) Adios love!

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
still do, always will,
forever n ever,
xoxo. ♥♥

christmas, just around the corner :))

2011-12-12T18:03:00.000+08:00

welcome back to my blogging world peeps, its been awhile. :))

It's already December and Christmas is just around the corner. aaaahhh, i just love christmas, it kindda gives me the feeling of peace, and lotsa amazing nights to come! not to forget all the christmas carols! aww, love the songs! see im already humming it! xD plus plus, what I really love about this celebration is going to shopping mails and seeing all the tall tall Christmas trees that never failed to amaze me! :))

Thinking back, time passes really really fast. So many things as happened since then, especially these 2 years. Its been such an amazing year, with such amazing people. Some came, some went, some came back, but some didn't. I guess people come and go right? :))

merry merry christmas bear <3

You kno you love me,

coz i relly relly do
still do, always will,
forever n ever,
xoxo. ♥

blessed 21 years of life :))

2011-11-13T17:53:00.002+08:00

there goes my 21 years of life. :)) yea, 9 November, 21 years ago was the day i was officially introduced to this beautiful world. Amen to that! Thinking back, life has been so interesting hasn't it been? *winks*

well, well, right here right now, I would like to express my sincere appreciation and gratefulness to all you people out there, those who walked passed my journey of life, whether we bump into each other at the crossroads, a T-junction, a traffic light, rocky roads, steep hills, a bump, or even at a U-Turn?? Just getting to know you guys has been such a pleasure. I'm forever thankful for that. :))

okok, straight to the point, "thank you thank you thank you" all for everything, for the never ending memories with each and everyone of u guys, for brightening up my life, for making my life full of laughter n joy, for being there for me whenever I needed you (specially to my besties out ther, ex-housmaties, as well as my love ones ♥) oh, n for those who took their time, money n heart out just to spend time with me on my birthday. Thank u :))

1. Lunchie with sis

awww, ain't she adorable~♥ thanks for the treat n ur lil pressie sis :))

2. Dinner with BNI members

this was a real surprise for me! an angry bird cake :) special thanks to Kumaran & Trisha ♥

3. Movie "Tower Heist" with sis

wwooo, its so dark n cold inside! :D

4. next day, lunchie on my dear boss :)) @ Sushi Ichiban 1 Utama

tempura

beef set

fish set

fried octopus

dessert of the day: mango crepe ♥

5. Yesterday, out lunchie with mama bear @ de Pastry :))

chocolate cuppocino cake & Blueberry cheese cake

6. At night, SS2 Murni with Ting :))

claypot lou shu fun

tomyam soup! love the spicy-ness!

my first time there, and the place was packed with people! :D

*Had such great time with u, yes you love! :D

u kno u love me,

coz i really relly do

still do, always will

forever & ever,

xoxo. ♥♥

so near, yet so far.

2011-10-30T18:02:00.001+08:00

sometimes, the best way people express themselves is by drawing. :))

u kno u love me,

still do, always will

forever & ever,

xoxo.

pissed off. life. no fair.

2011-10-24T20:53:00.001+08:00

life has once again proved itself that it is unfair, so unfair. great, there goes my day. Sigh. Whats the story? well, its complicated. but to cut the ~~freakingdarn~~ story short, my supervisor and boss had a problem with each other, it was okay for like 1 & 1/2 years until last week when both the volcano erupted. n to make things worst, the supervisor resign and there goes my load of work. most of her work become my work. that okay, what really pissed me off is when she hand over all the documents to me, its all messed up, like seriously ~~fooking~~ messed up. One here one there, documents, papers, letters, all not filed properly. i mean how the ~~faaaaaarrrrkkk~~ m i suppose to sort all these ~~fooooking~~ documents? its gonna take me ages wey, u tink im some ~~foooking~~ super hero or what? I'm no super women kay?

Gawd, what the heck man, u have a problem with him you let it out on him la, i mean seriously why the fook are u letting it out on me by giving me these whole load of work? i mean no offense lady, but halo? i have feelings tooo, dun use my kind goody goody personality to take advantage of me, dun ~~fooking~~ bully me please! aarrrrrggghh, pissed off..! my patients has its limits gurl!

*&^&^%#$^(@*#$(*@#$&@#^%$(#&*^$*&#^%$*^%$*&@#($*#@($&^*&
*apologies for my choice of words, sometimes its just unavoidable..

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

still do, always will

forever & ever,

xoxo.

unexpected happens.

2011-10-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

the unexpected happens. yet again. it could be good, it could be bad, but it's definitely unexpected.

currently playing: thank God I found you~♥- Mariah Carey ~~(ur girlfrend)~~ :))

u kno u love me,

coz i really relly do

still do, always will

forever & ever,

xoxo. ♥♥

Of Screwdrivers, Hammers, & Driller

2011-10-16T22:35:00.005+08:00

Had such a busy weekend with my new toys! screwdrivers, hammers, driller… not to forget the many screws, pipes, hammer, nails, pliers, blade…etc. well, for those of u who are wondering why in the world am I playing with all these “interesting” toys, it’s because I’m moving house! :)) moving from my current apartment in Nova to a double story house. Dad bought a house nearby the area, and mama bear’s moving down. Ipoh house will still be around, I guess we’ll seldom go back to Ipoh ady, probably twice a month?

Anyways, back to playing with my toys, was in the new house these 2 days helping dad to fix certain things (i.e. curtain rail, toilet tap piping, glass shelf, mirrors…etc. where they all require drilling) since the contractor is progressing in such minor speed! Hhhhmm, am so feeling like a contractor/plumber’s daughter…! xD

Seeing dad working so hard, in terms of juggling so many things all together (coping with work stress, renovation contractor problem, new house so many things not done yet, controlling the finances, paying for renovation, monthly household bills, buying furniture and electrical stuffs 4 new house, what with paying for mama bear’s medical bills and worrying about my mum’s health) I really do salute u dad! Really seeing him going through all these things makes me appreciate him more. I’m so thankful to have such an awesome dad! I mean seriously, being a breadwinner of the family ain’t that easy at all. We won’t really know, unless we’re at his place, taking care of the entire family and coping with whatever challenges that comes in the way. And all we children know is to complain complain and complain. In terms of finances, we just receive allowance, spend spend and spend. I mean how spoiled can we be nowadays? *shakes head, feeling guilty*

Papa bear, I just gotta say this. Thank you Thank you Thank you! For all that you have done for me and our wonderful family. Words cannot describe how thankful I am to have u as my father. You are my one and only hero I would always look up to. Stay strong, as you always have been and I love you so much! God be with you!

my dad, my hero. :))

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

still do, always will

forever & ever,

xoxo. ♥♥

freaking out.. should i be worried?

2011-10-12T15:44:00.002+08:00

好怕哦...怎么办...?

Got a call from sis just now. Mama bear not feeling well again... Needs to go for another check up, her stomach still hurts, somehow, on & off, dunno why. oh gawd, please don't let anything happen to her. Should I be worried? or is that normal after the appendix operation? :S

u kno u love me,

coz i really really do,

stil do, always will,

forever & ever,

xoxo. ♥♥

you are the apple of my eye ♥

2011-10-08T23:58:00.001+08:00

I was reading this Chinese book,

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》, "you are the apple of my eye"♥

and I came across this verse that i really really like :))

    “我想当一个很厉害的人。”我说，精简扼要。

"I want to be a great person."

   是啊，很厉害的人。

   “真的是有够模糊的，有讲和没讲一样啊。”阿和幽幽吐槽。

   “不过，要怎么定义厉害和不厉害？”许志彰问的倒是有些认真。

   我没有多想，因为答案我早已放在心底了。

   所谓的厉害，就是......

    my "GREAT" is... 

   “让这个世界，因为有了我，会有一点点差别。”

"I want the world to have a little difference, because of me." 

   我没有看着星星。我不需要。

   我是看着沈佳仪的眼睛，慢慢说出那句话的。

    ......而我的世界，不过就是你的心。

......and my world, is your heart.

awwww, sweet ♥

p/s: its a rainy cold nite, grabs fuzz hugs him tite tite. me love u! *mmuuaaahh*

u kno u love me,

coz i really really do,

stil do,

always n forever,

xoxo.♥♥

that moment, when i lost hope.

2011-10-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

昨天, 当我在公园慢跑, 不知道怎么突然间哭了起来... 哭红了眼...

为什么? 我用English说吧...

I Suddenly felt as though "i'm lost".
seriously lost, like in the middle of no where.
I felt I don't know what I want, what I'm searching for, what I want to achieve in life.
it suddenly felt as though my life is so meaningless.
我到底想要什么?

It's just Monday to Friday, go work, after work, eat dinner, sleep, sometimes go gym, exercise, that's it. Period. Nothing more than that. No outing, no hanging out with friends, no activities, no entertainment. NOTHING! How boring can I be right?
难到我的生活就那么无趣吗?

Carreer wise, I dunno what I really want to achieve, I dunno what i'm really passionate about. I'm not sure whether I'm in love with my job or not. What's my goal? Plans for the future?
我的梦想到底是什么?

Friends wise, I don't have many. Only a hand full that I can really count on, but they're all far far away. I don't have a bestie, it fact I never had one my entire life. Pathetic right i kno.
我怎么都没有好朋友呢?

Relationship wise, I suck so badly in this. My first didt work out, i did't get to be with the one i loved for some reasons, the next well distance distance.... sigh, it never was a good ending. I don't even know who I love any more...
感情方面我真的那么没有缘分吗?

Life aint that easy after all, aint it?
生活根本就不容易嘛! 讨厌!

我望着天, 自言自语的在说出我的烦恼...
说完了, 我闭上眼睛, 冷静下来, 深呼吸, 才发觉我的心跳这么快...
我的心几乎在跟我说, "hey, u're very much alive, go out there n have the time of ur life! don't waste time bragging or mumbling about how sucky life can be, life is full of shitty moments, but its also fill with happy moments, no? it's all up to us to decide whether we want to be happy or not! so cheer up, I'll continue beating hard in you, and all u've got to do is BE STRONG and face whatever it is to come. u can do it! Fight!

哭完了, 哭够了, 心情好多了, 该时候回家了... :))

p/s: i miss u so much bear, *looks at fuzz* "u're all i have now.."

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do

still do, always will, forever

xoxo. ♥

i'm sorry, i love you.

2011-09-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

Thru our ups and downs, happy moments sad moments crappy moments sucky moments disappointing moments crazee moments to this day, thinking about the millions of memories we created over the many years we knew each other, i truly am greatful to have you.

Thank you thank you thank you. for always being there for me, thru my thick and thin. Specially when i needed you the most, somehow u just appear. :)) you've seen me thru it all, from the time i smile to the time i cry like shit in your car, oh darn, i can't hide anything from you can I?

I'm sorry, i love you.

But...

........................

....................................

.....................................................

...........................................................

..................

........

I choose to let you go.

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do

still do, always will, forever

xoxo.

of Graduation and awesomeness ♥

2011-09-22T22:37:00.006+08:00

GRADUATION.

11th SEPTEMBER 2011 Just went through the proudest moments of my life. The feeling was overwhelming, indescribable, total awesomness! My heart was beating so fast when i walked out into the hall. Damn, that felt gooood!

well, I would like to thank a few people from the bottom of my heart. So here goes,

DAD & MAMA Bear,

Thank you thank you thank you. for always being there for me, constantly providing me with your support and guidance whenever I needed you the most. Thinking back, you guys were always the ones who were there, especially when i fall, cry, when i was in the verge of giving up, when i was sad, disappointed, or forgotten the word "hope" even existed, whether its in my studies, my friends, or in life. Thank you for constantly reminding me, and providing me with your words of wisdom, never failing to comfort me and placing this lil hope in me, especially you mama bear, i'll always remember what you told me, "Tomorrow will be a better day, my lil princess". =)) awww, i love you so much! dad you too, u're my hero! Well, guess what, time flies huh?? in a blink of an eye, ur lil princess has graduated! i mean like "WOW"! that's fast, right?? xD without you guys, there wont be my today, there won't even be me at all. so from the bottom of heart, i would like to sincerely give a big shout out to both of u out ther, THANK YOU again! *bows in front of dad & mama bear, grabs them both and hugs them tite tite*

SiS,

you're always the one that i look up to, in many ways... especially in my studies. u were always the one i cry out to and comes to my rescue whenever i get lost in my studies. thank u thank u babe, for guiding me thru it all, and supporting me all the way, throughout my whole uni life. Thank u also for your advice, ur care, ur hugs n kisses and most importantly ur sister love! haha... appreciated very muchy! :))

Housematies & roomaties,

babes, u guys, THANK u too, for being there thru it all, especially the ~~SHITTY~~ moments... u guys kno me well, im sure u kno almost everthing about me ady, from head to toe, every single good and bad moments that happened to me thruout my uni life. Thanks for just being there, it means so much to me.. i really do appreciate the times we had together, whether its playing badminton, eating at tomato ketchup, checking out cute guys, goin for random trips, singing our hearts out in kbox or wateverbox u call it, and the list goes on, u name it, we've done so many crazee unimaginable things rite? xD

hearts u guys ♥ thanks again yk & wenz for the teddy bear & chocolates ♥ xoxo

Yen Ern,

thank u also for everything gal! especially for lending me ur ears whenever i needed them. i enjoyed every single moment with u, whether its me kutuk-ing u, talking to u, doing crappy assignments, studying, makan, play badminton with u, having classes together... im already missing those times! xD anyways, hugs hugs hugs to u!

Weiting,

u were the first person i got to kno when i went in UTAR. The first person who offered and ask to be assignment mate with. haha! i too enjoyed the lil moments we had, the times when we did assignments till late at nite, the times we go crazee, the times we cam whore so much, the times we cook and makan together, the times we play badminton together! Thank u thank u thank u dear! m so glad to have known u :))

Anyways, a big THANK u to everyone out ther for being part of my life. Every single one of you that has walk through my life, whether we met at the crossroad, or T-junction or across the road... i truly thank u, and appreciate each of u guys. :))

also, one last note to some1 who once meant so much to me... Bear, thank u for everything, and i'm glad that we met, no regrets at all :)) hope u r doing great, and take care ya? =))

as we go on, we remember,

all the times we had together

as our life change, come whatever,

we will still be,

♥ FRIENDS FOREVER ♥

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
stil do, always will,
forever & ever,

xoxo. ♥

of holidays n food

2011-09-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

hello people! would like to give a big shoutout to kawan-kawan kesayanganku out ther, Selamat Hari Raya! hope u guys had a great one whole week of holidays and celebration! well, for me, it was boring boring n boring, coz my family of bears werent feeling well including me. >< people visiting relatives and friends, we visiting doctors! lol, anyways, check out the pics i took during my thursday outing with mum n dad.

Lunch: The famous Ipoh Road Yong Tow Foo

Yum! plus they are famous for their rojak! slurrrps =))

Dinner: Homecook food by the four sisters @ my aunty's house in Kepong

Bottom left: Family AGM xD

all cooked by my mum and her 3 other sisters! darn they're all great cooks! xD

my cute cousies---> the cute princess & the chubby prince =))

family photo! incomplete thou... ><

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do

still do, always will, forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

strangers, yet again.

2011-09-02T13:39:00.003+08:00

have u ever had this someone that's real close to you, and suddenly, because of certain "things" or perhaps "issues", they LEAVE (darnisohatethisword), they ignore u, they disappear from ur life? acting as though they're strangers all over again... is there ever things that are un-forgivable that you have to ignore or disappear totally from the other's life? people hurt u, we hurt people, whether intentionally or unintentionally, is it fair to ignore them? or rather "un-friend" them? life can be so not fair at times dun u tink so? T__T

p/s: I don't hate u, not now, not before, in fact, I never did, I just am sad because we began as strangers, and here we are, strangers.... yet again.

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

still do, always will, forever,

xoxo.

Palace of Golden Horses

2011-09-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

Went to some 5 star hotel named "Palace of Golden Horses" on wednesday for a visit. wow! 5 star mmg 5 star, such luxury place to stay. n the amount of horses they have there (fake ones of course), plenty-ful!! >< check out the pics..!

me <3

me n mama bear =))

my family of bears ♥

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
stil do, always wil, forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

this ones for u and me ♥

2011-08-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

Cause this one’s for you and me, living out our dreams
We’re all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

You and I know what it’s like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight we’re alright
So hold up your light
Let it shine

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

stil do, always will, forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

It's ur burfday again, sis! =))

2011-08-26T08:47:00.002+08:00

A big shout out to my sis out ther, HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe!!! I guess u're one year older gal! but but but age doesnt matter righte? my ex-oneofakind-roomie always says, "old BUT young at HEARt!" which is so true aint it? =))

Thanks for everything babe, m forever thankful to have you. No matter what happens, will always love you just the way you are! Be happy always, stay pretty and cute as u always are, all the best in ur career n future undertakings, and I LOVE YOU so so so MUCh!! *BIG hugs*

Sending u one full load of wishes and pics of us us and only us from all of us!

WE LOVE YOU! always will. ♥♥

.xoxo.

sistas forever n ever. ♥

Hope u like my card! God be with you always love!

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

still do, always n forever

xoxo. ♥♥

wish you were here =))

2011-08-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

wishing u were here -Avril Lavigne♥♥

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

stil do, always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

outing with secondary frenz =))

2011-08-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

went our for a yumcha session with my secondary school mates yesterday @ Station One. Had such a great time, chattin and catchin up and playing games! xD

it's falling it's falling!! xD

booo!!

us <3

my "cute" friends =))

us playing poker cards

had an awesome time! looking forward to see you guys again =)) *hugs n kisses*

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

still do, always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

Dinner with cousies

2011-08-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

Went over to my aunty's place for dinner on Tuesday night with my cousies from Switzeland. another load of delicious food into my already big stomach aarrrgghhh shoot (i thought i was suppose to go on a diet??!, bother, postponed! xD ) anyways, check out what my aunty made, all home cooked, simple, yet, fantasticallydeliciousmouthwatering.

"siu yok"

my popo grow de vege! xD

fish fish!

"bak zham gai"

the dishes, and not to forget the lobak soup

my cute cousies! ♥

family photo! xD

u kno u love me
coz i relly relly do, still do
always n forever
xoxo. ♥ ♥

screwed up, BIG time

2011-08-18T12:42:00.000+08:00

today is so NOT my day. I have no idea wats wrong with me. sigh, feeling so useless now.. T____T
sucks to have this kindda feeling. =((

dun ask me what happen, just gimme a hug kay?

bear, wher r u when i needed you the most?

wish u were here to lend me a shoulder, so that i can cry all i want T__________T *wipes away tears, im strong im strong im strong, i aint gonna cry booo! *

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
still do, always n forever,
xoxo. ♥

Coffee Morning in OMPH Church, Ipoh.

2011-08-17T13:17:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, got up real early, went to church with mama bear to help her prepare stuffs. Why? because she was in charge of selling breakfast at the church canteen that week. so off we went at 7am, with my ohsofreakinsmalleyes and blurlikesotongface. Didt sell much food, basically just the basics: nasi lemak, meehoon, kuih, kari puffs, sandwiches and of course drinks, coffee n milo. Check out pics!

meehoon

kuih balu izit? forgot the name

kari puffs! yum~

entah la kuih ape ni, dad named it "D-kuih" which stands for Delicious.. xD

nasi lemak was super spicy! and of course the one on the right is mama bear! =))

Had a great weekend! tiring but satisfying =)) now back to work! >.< and boohoo no holiday for me today!

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do, still do

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥ ♥

happy day! ♥

2011-08-13T22:45:00.001+08:00

went to parade today with mama bear! Bought a dress and a jeans. Discount everywhere! Raya month is the best time for shopping! weeeeee, *happy mappy*

Oh Oh, and I bumped into my ex housematie, YIKUAN today! missing her so much! DOUBLE happiness =D

And and i got to play badminton today! like finally! TRIPLE hapiness!xD the last time i played was since my uni days lor >< that was like ages ago!

what a happy day! i got to spend time with mama bear, my frens and yikuan dear! weeeee, now im feeling the tired-ness... xD haih, there goes another of my weekends. till we meet again frenz! toodles loves~♥!

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥ ♥

weekend my family of bears ♥

2011-08-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

mama bear came down for the weekend! weeeeeeee..... here's roughly what we did on a whole full day, on Saturday.

1. MOrning, me went for a exercise class in Celebrity Fitness @ Tesco Kepong. After that, ran on the track mill for around 20 mins. Fuh, tiring but refreshing after a bath. =))

2. Back from gym, out for Breakfast with family @ Segambut

us <3

Clockwise from left top: meehoon fishball soup, curry mee, mee jawa & nasi lemak.

the sistas <3

3. off to MidValley for some shoppping! =)) weeeee, happie mappie =D
Lunch at Purple Cane Tea Restaurant @ Gardens, Midvalley. Food was good, not bad. Yum Yum~

me n ange babe

Clockwise from top left: fried egg, tofu with gravy (their specialty), chinese tea, kang kung

me n mama bear <3

me n papa bear

4. Dessert @ Jonkers Sweets =))

Bubur caca & Cendol

my loves!

5. evening, a walk in the park @ Desa Park City (DPC)

left to right: the green grass, the smal river

the dogs

left to right: DOGS rebonding moments, the sunset

this "McD" kid is so cute, he's dancing, in the world of his own, n laughing away! cute! =D

Dog Crossing!

random

6. After that, dinner @ mamak, forgot take pictures, i guess i was too tired xD

Anyways, ther's more! we went pasar malam after that... By the time we got back, i was extremely exhausted! *drops dead on bed n sleeeps instantly!* but it was a good one, have such a great time with my family of bears!

*Sometimes,  it’s a lie to say that you have let go of the past, nobody let go of  memories. Because really, there’s no such thing as forgetting only  acceptance. (Wisdom Quotes)* 

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do, still do,

always & forever,

xoxo. ♥ ♥

不开心 =((

2011-08-04T11:03:00.000+08:00

今天, 一大早, 给人家骂了... 不是真的骂, 只是比较重的语气说话... 最糟糕的部分是, 给客户骂, 不是我的上司..... haih, 我承认, 是我的错, 需要接受, 需要坚强, 可是...

怎么"心"那么的不舒服呢?

怎么忽然没心情了... =((

哎... 工作的生活真不容易... =((

早知道就好好享受我大学的日子了....

哎, 不可以, 要坚强, 戴着微笑,

告诉自己, 我.... 可以的!

加油! 加油! 加油!

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
still do,
always will & forever,
xoxo.

I'm Coming HOME!! ♥♥

2011-07-29T15:57:00.001+08:00

Going back to Ipoh later with sis and dad! YAY, finally get to see mama bear after 2 whole weeks! xD

nothing beats a place like home plus mama bear's home cook food! ♥♥

Cheers peopos! have a fantabulous weekend! hugs n kisses! =D

U kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always & forever
xoxo. ♥♥

weekend with papa bear ♥

2011-07-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

Weekend with papa bear! Total awesomeness!! ♥♥

we went for a movie (Wu Xia) together *dad never go to movies*
we ate yummylicious roti canai for breakkie together *i haven had roti canai for years!*
we went jogging together at DPC *it feels good to exercise!* =D
we ate durian together *sluuurrrrrp*
we went to pasar malam together *jalan2, dad even help me pick clothes! haaha*
we went shopping for groceries together *yogurt, bread, fruits, milk, eggies...etc*
we made fruit juice & yogurt to drink, yum! *thirst quenching*

and lastly,
me cooked for papa bear! my famous fried rice! HAHA xD

fried rice with dad's miso! =D

there goes another weekend! looking forward to next weekend, i wanna go back epo see mama bear, missing her so so so SO much! *mmmmuuaaaahhh* ♥

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

boring me =((

2011-07-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

have u ever feel tired, as in real tired, until you don't feel like doing anything at all? i dunno whether its tired or bored or moody or restless or watever you name it. i'm so feeling it right now. gawd, i so hate this feeling. i'm feeling so tired, plus the fact that my life is so boring kills me. I don't have many friends in KL, as a matter of fact, KL or no KL, I don't have many friends. I mean don't include the hi hi bye bye friends larh. pathetic right? ya i know. all the more making me feel worst. Don't get the wrong idea, it's not that i don't have friends at all, it's just that many of them are not around me, after graduating from UTAR, we all parted and went our own ways, and many of them stayed back and work at their hometown espcially my close girlfrenz and not to forget my housemates, right now, all separated oso. my secondary frens? got, all in epoh. GREAT. aarrggghh, how isit possible that someone can be so boring??! Aren't I suppose to be enjoying my life right now? i tot this was the peak where i get to do whatever i want? but no friends, wat's the point?

you know sometimes, i can get really emotional, u may not see that part of me, or should i say u will never get to see that part of me, cause on the outside, i looked okay, i looked happy with a BIG smile plastered on my face. I tell myself i am strong, or rather pretending that i'm strong even to myself. Does that make me a good actor?

Sometimes, i just need someone to look me in the eyes, knowing exactly how i feel, gimme a big hug and tell me it's alright to be not okay, it's alright to let it all out, it's alright to let go, to break down. Again, don't get the wrong idea, not that i don't have anyone that cares about me)

I feel like a candle, it's lit up. but it feels as though it's slowly fading away. Am I gonna stay till the candle finish lighting or am i gonna suddenly just go off...??

u kno u love me,
coz i rely relly do,
always and forever,
xoxo.

hapi weekend!

2011-07-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

Heeeeey! It's me...!

boo boo BOO!!

just wanna wish everyone a HAPPY WEEKEND!! =D for those who r working, enjoy ur weekend to the max, n for those who r not YET, enjoy ur freedom to the max ya! LOTSA LOVE!

*p/s: missing mama bear* ♥

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

me luff eu! ♥♥

2011-07-12T11:06:00.000+08:00

a lil something inspiring to start off my day! =))

If nobody told you that they love you today, I do. Whoever you are reading this, I do. I love you. You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this fo...r you.

I want you to know, life…it’s hard. Every day can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To put on that smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the tough times, you are amazing. You really are.

I know that the weather might not be perfect. You might have to turn your back to the wind or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun’s warm rays on your face. Or that cold February wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means? You are alive. Everything will be okay.

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

hair cut =))

2011-07-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

BOO peepos...!! went for a hair cut today with dearie babe sis =))

me n my chubby face ><

do we look CUTE?? hehe :p

it's sunday today yo! which means tomoro is monday, back to work! awww... xD have a great weekend peepos & u too bear! =))

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

a trip to KLCC Aquaria ♥

2011-07-09T17:47:00.000+08:00

went to KLCC Aquaria last Sunday with the church youth group. Check out the pics!

7. 8.

10. Piranas

11.

12. Group Photo 1

13. Group Photo 2

14. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! SHARK!

awesome trip! neva knew it can be so tiring just watching fishes! haha =D

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

flashbacks. memories. life.

2011-07-04T11:28:00.001+08:00

Flashbacks.... that's what i've been having these few days.. memories, it's been coming back over n over again, repeating itself in my own mind, sometimes i realize im in the world of my own, deep in thoughts, having flashbacks of life, of the past, of everything that has happen that made me who i am today. the joy, the laughter, the ups n downs i went thru, the many people i met along the way, and wow, did i go thru a lot, n YET, i know i have much more to go. =)) oh n not to forget the pain n the tears i've gone thru, everysingle tear shed has made me much more stronger than before, n i don't blame or question the wise man up ther for the bad/unhappy things that has happen to me, these things happen because He knew i could go thru this, coz it hurts Him as much to see us, u and me, sad or unhappy.

There was one point wher i got back to the time i had my accident, i stil rember it was on 26th of FEB, boy that was scary, i can imagine myself back in that scene, standing there shock to the max, stunned, unable to talk, think or even move, n the tears, it just came, i have no idea why, it just started to flow non-stop. i was so helpless, i didt kno what to do, my hands were shaking, i was so afraid n screwed, seeing the condition of my car. plus, i was with another girlfren, n i was so scared for her, asking her whether she was okay, because her side had a greateer impact than mine. gawd, u have no idea how fast my heart was beating that time. anyways, on the bright side, my 3 heros came! thanks guys for the help, just u guys being ther is more than i can ask for. =)) and and *wait for it wait for it!! JENG JENG* then my super duper hero came! which would of course be my one n only dad! i tink he speeded over like an F1 driver, woohoo, thanks dad n mum for coming to my rescue! =D

Anyways, back to the present, *come back come back*.. enuf of the flashbacks, time to get back to work..

oh before that, would like to give a big shoutout to all my EX-uni frenz out ther, all the best in job hunting, and for those who aldy have a job, all the best and see you guys on 911! =D

miss you guys so so much, xoxo. ♥♥

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

GLEE- pretending.

2011-07-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

will we ever...... stop pretending...??

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo.

Thought of the day

2011-07-01T10:35:00.000+08:00

Thought of the day:

it's funny how this FEAR can be so powerful as to STOP us from doing something huh?

get rid of the fear, n go for it! whatever you wanna do!

ya right, easilly said than done. boohoo.

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo.

oyasuminasai bear♥

2011-06-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

MOnday blues! back to work tomoro! >< off to bed now... *hugs fuzz n dango tite tite*

nite nite bear, hug me to sleep can? or at least watch over me will ya.??

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

A walk in DesaParkCity ♥

2011-06-24T09:20:00.001+08:00

went for a walk in DPC after lunch with sis and weiting. weather was good, not too hot, not too cold... just puuuuuurrrfect to take pics in the park... =D check out the pics, n oh before that, a lil warning over here, u may see the childish side of us, so beware! hahaha xD

weeeeeee.....!! i so love the swing!! brings me way back to the time when i was a kid! =D

sista's shots! my personal favourite: the one on the left =)) *happy mappy*

we relly look like kids here don't we? wit a BIG smile plastered on our faces just bcoz we got to play the swing!!! =D

us again

and again.... =D

pulls sis's sleeve like a kid, says: "jie jie, lets go to the park again, please please pretty pleeeeezzzzzeeee??" *innocent face* xD

had so much fun with them! =)) when's our next trip there?? *jumps jumps excited*

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,

xoxo. ♥ ♥

my hero ♥

2011-06-19T15:01:00.002+08:00

Yup, the title says it all... he's been there throughout my whole life, never failing to be there for me whenever i needed him, always there to pick me up whenever i fall, n always the one who comes to my rescue!

i still remember how my mum always tell me that when i was kid, whenever i was tired, i'll squad on the floor n refuse to walk, n he always comes to my rescue, picking me up n carrying me along. (pity him, i was so heavy (fat! or shud i say chubby?) that time, even my mum can't carry me for long) xD

i still remember how he always hold my hand and sleep with me when i got scolded by mama bear (no offense mama bear!) telling me it was okay, watching me sleep...

i still remember how he PATIENTLY sat down n teach me math, one by one he taught me without scolding me (which i suck so badly during primary, that even my mum can't handle me)

i still remember how he taught me n sis how to always save save and SAVE money. constantly looking over our finances, planning, investing, and telling us wher to put our money into. and and, always encouraging us by saying, "the more u save, the more money i'll give u!" which he really really did. =))

i still remember how he taught me how to ride a bicycle, holding on to me n always ready to catch me when i fall (this was at the old epo house kat bercham)...

i still remember how he took time off to teach me how to drive around my house even before i got my license. up till now, where he guided me n taught me how to drive on the highway! (haha, i drove almost up to kl last week, bangga siot! =p

i still remember how he always (n still do constantly) takes my whole family to penang just for the food baybeh! Yum Yum~

i still remember how he always worry about me whenever i fall sick. calling me constantly to ask how i was, asking me go see doctor, eat this eat that med... haha =))

i still remember how he always end up paying for whatever we plan to buy, though we aldy decided to pay ourselves, saying, "keep ur money, save it, i'll pay for this", leaving us in total guilt!

i still remember how he always (n still do) take me jogging n cycling near my house, n oh oh, there was once he took me to the park n push me on a swing, making me feel like a total princess! *chuink chuink* =D

i still remember just a few weeks back where he took me around looking for jobs, taking me for interviews, calling me almost 6-7 times a day just to ask me how the interview went...

right till today on my first day of job, he was so excited for me, calling me during lunch hour just to ask me whether i was doing okay.

he's my superman, he's my hero, he's my everything. HAPPY FATHER"S DAY!

I LOVE YOU PAPA BEAR!

*hugs pa tite tite till he's outta breath* =D

u kno u love me,

coz i rely relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥

dinner with jie jie =D

2011-06-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

out dinner with sis last monday! *jumps jumps*

this is my one n only deary babe gal sista =D

peace peeps!

lotsa love! *mmuuaahh*

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. 

how many times will it take? to get it right?

2011-06-11T10:15:00.001+08:00

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

when all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow.

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,

xoxo.

Shogun @ Sunway Pyramid

2011-06-10T11:58:00.001+08:00

went to shogun for lunch with ♥mama bear♥ on Thursday. it's my first time eating ther!! *jumps jumps excited* we didn't really had much for breakfast, so by the time we went there around noon, we were famished! time to dig in! but wait, there were so many varieties of food there, n i was spoilt for choice! didn't know where to start.. >< anyways, check out the pics! =))

SHOGUN

the tempura's n sushi's

sashimi

yum~

lil bit of everything i took

this was wat mama bear took =))

me in front of pyramid ♥

apologies my dears, due to my stupfreakin'slowbroadbandline, i was unable to load any more photos... >< anyways, another great week gone, a week full of shopping with mama bear and jogging wit papa bear! yoohoo, im officially broke! time to work man, coz im seriously drained! till we meet again! lotsa love! ♥

p/s: so near, yet so far huh? ♥

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥

a week full of interviews!

2011-06-04T19:18:00.001+08:00

helo ther people! haven been updating my blog for like ages! apologies my dears, i was so so caught up the whole week in Kay-el with my interviews! phew, at least now i'm back in epo, at least for now I can kick back n relax a lil... man, this whole week has been a lil stressful, worry here worry ther, n to run into the middle of the city KL can be such a BIG headache! >< anyways, the interviews all went well, got a few offers, but stil considering, as for now, i shall continue praying hard n hope for the best! =)) Below are some random pics i took during the week. =D

yup, that's my sista!! =))

n her McD's coca-cola cup collections!

frapucinno! with dango chan and ruffles! =))

p/s: IMY so so much! ♥♥
"Promise me, u won't forget me, ever. not even when i turn hundred." -Pooh-

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo.

lunch together =))

2011-05-27T16:49:00.001+08:00

last day in Penang, we all got up late, around 11 something. pohteng's mama cooked branch for us before we headed to Taiping. A big thanks to pohteng mama again for the simple yet delicious food! =))

curry fish and chicken, cabbage soup and "nga choi" =))

hey!! we have the same tee's!

check out the legs the legs!! xD

*JENG JENG!!!* the cameraman of the day!!!! he's just sooooo COOOOL! xD

us with penguin!!

us forever ♥

gawd, i just love u guys so so so much..!! *chuink chuink* ♥ im so gonna miss u guys loads n loads too >< anyways, was a great trip, thanks eve dear for everything! we definately enjoyed our stay ther... =)) *BIG hugs*

BESTIES FOREVER n ever kay?
all the best in ur future undertakings my dears, and dun forget to miss me!!!
till we meet again ♥

p/s: i've officially graduated!!! congrats to those who graduated too!!! YAY hapie mapie! =D

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo.

Penang DAY 2 ❤ - 19 MAY 2011

2011-05-26T16:11:00.001+08:00

second day in Penang, we went over the bridge to Penang Island. Hello sunshine! =)) First stop, Kek Lok Si. Before that let me introduce u guys to the driver and the co-driver of the day =D

*jeng jeng* POhteng (driver) me (co-driver)

us =))

here i go, snip snapping away! xD

sunny day! =D

and us again <3

and again xD

Next stop, Gurney Plaza bcoz it was raining! boohoo, did we bring rain?? >.< no pictures there though.. after that, to charlie brown's cafe, in straits quay, a high-end area, full of rich peoples with rich houses and expensive restaurants! nice view there thou!

evening sun! =))

nice view =))

Charlie Brown's Cafe! yay, my first time ther!! *jumps jumps excited!*

welcum!! greeted by charlie n snoopy at their door step!

outside, on their glass wall.. ><

i have no idea wat im doing to snoopy..?? pulling its ears perhaps? @@

STOP!! traffic policewomen's order!! xD

wassup snoop?? y the sad face? smile fren =))

playing the piano?

*shakes hand with charlie!!*

my drink, i ordered coffe latte i tink...

gawd, my tired face >< i need more coffee!!!

after that, a few more pics at the entrance...

straits quay

colorful deco??

After that, STEAMBOAT for dinner xD

yet another another tiring day full of laughter and joy and new memories! thanks again guys! =))

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always and forever,
xoxo.

dinner for mama bear ❤

2011-05-25T22:02:00.003+08:00

made dinner for mama bear just now!! *jumps jumps* didt relly turn out pretty though >.< check out the pics:

bacon, yellow beans, fried onion, n egg.. (my egg didt turn out well, awww... =[ )

neither did my french toast, failed miserably! >.< (how cum u made it better?? no fair lor ><)

well well, at least mama bear was happy!! =)) *hugs hugs hugs*

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo.

Penang DAY 1 ❤ - 18 MAY 2011

2011-05-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

me me me drove to Penang early in the morning wit my girlfrenz who were sleeping so soundly in the car! hahhah xD (my 1st time driving to Penang!, gimme some plus points man! yoohoo!! bangga siot) anyways, we took around an hour plus to reach, and i took them to Bukit Mertajam (BM)'s St.Anne's church to have a look around, since they have never been there before. below r the pics we took ther:

1. 2.

Afterthat, we went to our dear friend Evelyn's house to put our baggage, and off we go for lunch! Evelyn took us to "Chai Leng Park" near Pacific to makan at one coffee shop. they have chicken rice with laksa soup! SLURRRRP~

here's what we ate!

Then we walked around Pacific and Sunway Mall. Teatime, STARBUCKS!!!!!! *jumps jumps jumps, excited, can't blame me, it's my first time to starbucks!*

1. 2.

3. 4.

6. 7.

with 2 DSLR, n all girls, u can imagine the amount of pics we took (around 200++ of pics) n the amount of time we spend ther just taking pics!

then, we went to the beach. it was drizzling slightly, so we oni took a few pics. awww.. ><

2. 3.

Dinner! Swensons in AUTOCITY. ice creams never fails to make my day! =D

5. 6.

another exhausting yet AWEsoMe day! =)) *drops dead on bed n snores!*

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo.

IPOH mali ♥

2011-05-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

my girlfrenz came down to epo for a visit. *jumps jumps excited* Here's where we went:

15MAY2011: Dinner in Tong Sui Gai (behind SamTet)

"Lok lok"

fried mushroom~

ice kacang & fruits ice kacang

me wit them =))

rojak

mee

16MAY2011: early morning to Menglembu Hill

100 PLUS

left: love eu! Right: ready to crush the can?

flexible-nyer i nih!! (consequence: sakit pinggang) @@

them

me n ting

spot the bee =))

n the lovely butterfly <3

next up, to Kek Lok Tong, wait wait before that, let me just intro u guys to the 2 camerawomen of the day! =))

*jeng jeng!!*

them capturing moments of life =))

u snap me?

i snap u then xD

left: aiks, apasal kaki bukak besar2?? >.< right: ting ting =))

us =))

us us n us =))

the happy them! <3

After an exhausting day, time for dinner!! well, that's on papa bear <3

yummilicious.!!

had an exhausting yet enjoyable day, tomoro's post will be on PEnang Trip. Stay tuned!

u kno u love me,
coz i really really do,
always n forever,
xoxo.

Bukit merah trip ♥ (11th n 12th MAY 2011)

2011-05-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

went to bukit merah last wednesday with my housemates n xingyao. that morning, had breakfast opposite our apartment n to BUkit Merah we go!

Yay! dah sampai =))

them before naik boat

spot the monkeys n orang utans!

lazee n cute!

hugry n noisy otters

he's cute! n tam chiak! ><

bears! <3

rabbit: "wuuu?? did u just take a photo of me?"

parrots performance! =))

doremifa~

sat on this thingy called sky dunno wat LOL

view from above

ice creams makes me happy!! *jumps jumps*

after playing in the water park, supposely we were to stay at the apartments ther, but when we got ther, mcam xde orang, plus nothing to eat in ther....so we decided to go taiping, hunt for a hotel or motel over ther, n makan ther =)) we're just so so random >< anyways, below are the pics we tookl in the hotel room =))

2. ♥

9. 10.

credits to the *ahem ahem*"lenglui" here. the cameragurl! =))

had an awesome trip with u guys, thanks for the company and the memories! im so gonna miss u guys, stay pretty, be happie mapie always, n all the best in whatever u guys do kay? =))

lotsa love, hugs n kisses,
u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. rachbabe.♥♥♥

last phase of my uni life =))

2011-05-14T13:53:00.001+08:00

after years of stress n worries n pulls hairs moments, i've finally graduated!!! =)) its time to get out to the real working world! *scary merry* anyways, m just gonna highlight sum happenings for the past 2 weeks =))

1. study muddy with my dears ♥

see how focused they are!! xD ther're relly studin here, no faking! =))

2. catching up in westlake and lighting the "kong ming deng"

its flying up!! *jumps jumps*

we played truth n dare, they opt for dare, so, SEXY POSE please! xD

hearts u <3

3. PACK PACK n PACK

my beloved housemates on the lappies

the messy table xD

the messy room

left: the toilet cleaner right: the room cleaner

the messy hall 1

the messy hall 2

the messy beds

me packing my stuffs

4. outing with wendy, vicky and xingyao in ipoh.

wenz n xy

vicky n me

our set lunch =)) YUM~

awesome movie! it just got more n more exciting! xD

dinner at tong sui gai belakang sam tet.... ice kacang ♥

fruits ice kacang

5. dinner in las vegas

after that, a lil catching up with yen ern n pohteng in MCDonalds.

drive thru, walk thru or cycle thru?? xD

bada bah bah bah, im lovin it! im so gonna miss u guys! *mmuuaahh*

6. class photo after last paper

memories is all i have of u guys, all the best in ur future undertakings and keep in touch kay, coz im so so so SO gonna miss you guys! =))

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo.

TODAY my life begins ♥

2011-05-08T10:45:00.001+08:00

truly meaningful n inspiring song, check it out. =))

p/s: hapi mothers day mama bear, lotsa love from rach babe! =))

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

study muddy mode

2011-05-04T19:22:00.001+08:00

=STUDY MUDDY MODE=

finishing my finals on the 10th of MAY 2011. after that, say bye bye to my uni life and helo melo to the working world. =))

to all my dear frenz who are finishing exam and leaving kampar early, no goodbyes, just all the best in ur future undertakings, and im glad to get to kno you, yes YOU! =)) and and thanks to those who gave me so much of such sweet memories! i shall treasure them in my dear heart forever! and i SHALL see each n everyone of u in the future.. so NO goodbyes kay??! i will definitely miss all of u guys! *BIG hugs n kisses*

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always and forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

it's all about the food ♥

2011-04-25T13:20:00.001+08:00

had a FANTABULOUS weekend with my family of bears. gawd, we ate so much! xD i so feel FAT right now >.<

Dinner at one of the restaurants in pakatan:

fish porridge

"lala"

next day, PAKEEZA.

the pretty young ladies =))

naan's, mutton, cauliflower vege, spinach and purri.

and a warm lemon drink to mem-perfect-kan our meal. lol

apology for the limited photos, we were all too famished to take pics! xD there goes another weekend, clock is ticking, time is running out, time to get back to my notes!
guuudaaayy peepos, ciaoz! =))

u kno u love me,
coz i relly rely do
always and forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

Strangers, yet again.

2011-04-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

have u ever felt so close to this someone before, and all of a sudden, become strangers to each other, acting like u don't know each other at all, when deep inside u kno, he/she knos that its not true. as much as many of us are trying so hard to deny it, both sides are missing each other terribly. but they're just TOO stubborn to admit that, which would in turn cause hurt to both sides.

we started off as strangers and here we are, strangers, yet again.

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥♥

BIEBER fever!!! ♥

2011-04-21T12:02:00.004+08:00

bieber is in town and his gonna have his concert tonite in KL!!! cool!! below is a lil paragraph i created with bieber's lyrics! =)) heyo princes out ther, perhaps u could use this on ur princesses.... xD

" baby BOO♥♥,

never say never to us, cause imma tell u one time, u're my favorite girl, my number one girl, my everything... and everytime i close my eyes and pray for somebody to love, u appear... eenie mienie minie more, u're the one baby, and i'll never let you go.. u smile, i smile too, so love me, cause i'm so gonna do the world a favor by making one less lonely girl.. "

wwooooots ~♥♥

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

CGBC graduation night =))

2011-04-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

went to graduation party in CGBC on monday night... n gawd, it seriously gave me the feeling that they're sending me off... that i've graduated n its time for me to go out to face the real world... haih, i'm so gonna miss everything, everyone here... anyways, its an ending of my university life and a beginning of another chapter of life, and i need to move on... =))

left: spongeBoB!! right: yikuan n me ♥

i'm so gonna miss u guys! <3

don't cry, don't be sad, smile and promise me please please preetay pleazzzee, NO goodbyes, just "see you again" kay?? *pinky promise??*

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥ ♥

a walk in the park♥

2011-04-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

went for a walk in weslake garden wit girlfrenz to watch the sunset... it was "♥oh-so-beautiful♥" =))

1. 2.

5. 6.

credits again to nicole n her CAnon baobei. ♥

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥♥♥

a visit to kellie's castle ♥

2011-04-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

off to kellies castle this time with my girlfrenz again...! =)) haha, we've been so busy creating memories haven't we..?? xD anyways, enjoy the pics peeps! xD

1.♥♥♥

2. me 3. us

4. *bang bang bang* 5. I LOVE YOU! ♥♥♥♥

6. YenErn.

7. Nicole.

8. rachbabe.

9. the *uhuk uhuk* "CUTE" side of me =3

10. us again =]] 11. kellie's castle is rite over ther..!!

went back to kampar old town for TEA TIME!! =D

rojak

♥ Ice kacang ♥

credits again to nicole n her canon baobei =)) tiring day but had such a "fantabulous" time with u guys!! thanks again for the memories gals, hugs n kisses, xoxo.

u kno u love me,

coz i relly relly do,

always n forever,

xoxo. ♥ ♥

Teluk Intan ♥ 12April2011

2011-04-15T12:13:00.000+08:00

yo peepos, how y'all holding up...?? im sure this few weeks is a bit of dread for u guys, dreading the finals which is just around the corner, dreading leaving UTAR, dreading leaving ur frenz, dreading leaving the good old kampar...?? well, same here, but then cheer up peeps, since ther r few more weeks for us to spare, go all out! =))

went to Teluk Intan on tuesday with my girlfrenz for a visit to "menara condong" n the must eat "chee cheong fun"..

ON the way to teluk intan... we were checking out the beautiful sky, n guess wat we saw..??

the sky so LOVE us! ♥ ♥

can u spot snoopy here...?? =))

this is the so called "menara condong"... taklarh condong sgt dr sudut ni.. xD

snap snap snap-ed away inside menara condong for quite sometime! check out my crazee, lovable, full of expression frenz n me =D

5. US

6. them

7. the craziest two xD

8. aint the sky just "oh-so- beautiful"

9. besties forever♥ =))

credits to to nicole n her baobei Canon Dslr... n thanks guys for the company n the memories we created... shall cherish them forever! hugs n kisses, always! ♥ ♥ ♥

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥ ♥

Ipoh Trip 4th April 2011♥

2011-04-14T18:12:00.002+08:00

went down to epo with my 2 gf's and my "one of a kind roomie" for a sing k session. hey! now only i realise this is my first time singing with u guys! me love me love! *jumps jumps*

3 jars of water to keep us going... xD

the singing freak xD

wenz, me n ting

not to forget my dear ern ern... *she's d one on the right*=))

had a great one with u guys! hugs n kisses.♥♥ cherio! =D

u kno u love me,
coz i relly relly do,
always and forever
xoxo. ♥♥

remember me..?? ♥

2011-04-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

♥ my favorite piece for the day ♥=))

remember me..?? i once meant everything to you...

u kno u love me,
cause i relly relly do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥♥

lil talents of mine ~♥

2011-04-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

well now i guess im officially free of assignments and midterms n presentations... wats left now is FINALS...BOOHOO...>< anyways, since im free this week, n dun feel like touching my notes YET, i started to make use of one of my lil talents =)) one of the ways i express myself is thru this drawings =]]

smile baby bear!! =D

i luffff u... do u?? =))

1. hugs tite tite♥ 2. time will tell..

rember GOOGLE..?? xD

go ahead and wish, bear...

more coming up, stay tuned peepos... xD

u kno u love me,
cause i really do,
always n forever,
xoxo. ♥♥♥♥

inter-faculty badminton competition

2011-04-06T13:06:00.001+08:00

last week i was asked to join the inter-faculty badminton competition, and since they (FBF) couldn't find anyone, i decided to go for it, why not, test my skills right??

fyi: my partner here isnt the one im talking about =))

so on sunday around 5 something, went over to the primary school with ting and ern, step into the court, and freaked out! omg, first time seeing so many ppl there, didt expect it to be such a big event. Anyways, i was then asked to play mix double with this other guy, so ok, sat down n waited for my turn while i watch others play. Then it came my turn, and i totally freaked! heart was pumping so fast (can't blame me right, with the HUGE crowd and the pressure from the FBF people) n guess wat first match on and we loss! boohoo! the opposite team was too strong for us to win, it was actually quite obvious we were the weaker team. n shitto the opposite guy keep smashing and attacking me. *grrrrr* anyways, somehow the head of FBF badminton team said we were to play another 2 more matches, n i was suppose to team up with him this time... okay, fine with me... but somehow inside me i was screaming "i dun't wanna play mix double, the guys r too strong!!" >.< anyways, bersabar-ed and waited for my turn to come. This time, it got worst, i macam asyik kena marah jer, not relly marah la, but then i kno my partner wasn't relly happy with me, actually i think he was Pissed off that i couldnt hit the ball... haih, was so stressed up that time, n thanks to u partner, there goes my mood... i told u before i said i would come that i wasn't that good right right?? n rember what u said?? u said "it was okay, don't take it too seriously, just have fun..." it seems the other way round now don't u think so,?? anyways, earn me some respect at least will ya,? u x syok dengan i janganlah say out so loud! i'm a human, i have feelings too u kno?? haih, suan le ba, its over, aint gonna let it affect me.. Anyways, congrats to FBF for getting third place, n mister, i dun give a damn about the medal kay? i dun't even deserve it, so don't even bother calling me... =p

my lovely supporters!! thanks for being there for me! i luuuurrrrvvve u guys! ♥ =D

u kno u love me,

always and forever,

xoxo. ♥♥